A.w.a H.U.m.a.i.R.a

biDadAri cANtik BerPipI MeRaH ... "awA HumaiRa"

dialah sumber kekuatan... ummi rindu sangat kat humaira .. when she laugh smua penat hilang ... walaupun kadang2 rasa penat jaga dia sorang2 ... tido xcukup .. 1jam time dia mula2 duduk dgn aku .. kdg2 xtido melayan dia main tengah2 malam .. esk pagi dh kena gie keje .. penat tu kdg2 xterasa .. mungkin inilah keajaiban seorang ibu .. ssh org laki nk dpt keistimewaan ni ... klau x pantang xde keje... aku nk tido awal jer ... tido lambat just for weekend tu pn klau ada cite best .. dia lah penyejuk hati ...

kadang2 dh xlarat bila orang tnya bole ke jaga anak dengan suami yg jauh ... keluarga jauh .. susah nk jawab .. mmg klau bole nk duduk bersama tp dh rezeki kami lain2 tmpt nk bt cmne.. rezeki tu mmg ada dimana sahaja tp xsmua tempat ada rezeki utk kita .. kita kena cari & usaha .. izwan dh cukup mencuba tp mungkin belum masanya ... at least i can be independent women ... bersedia sebelum Allah menduga kita ... aku percaya .. Allah hanya menduga hamba-Nya yg sabar & kuat.. aku dh tgk sendiri mak aku time ayah aku meninggal ... kawin muda .. 6 anak .. belajar pn xtinggi.. yg kecik adik aku baru 1 tahun ... aku time tu sekolah darjah5 ... kakak aku form1 ... hilang arah ... sbb dia bergantung totally kat arwah ayah aku ... her journey to be grandma "wan" utk anak aku t'lalu sukar n take sometime to be on track ... i need to prepare .. learn from the past ... she amazing mom ... love u ...

what u need to do create pleasant environement if u want to go for PJJ.. doa .. niat yg tulus ikhlas.. have cheerish friends .. yahoo!! ... always happy... when u happy u will forget the burden u carry .. have understanding husband & got 3g handphone & able to send sms, mms .. pakai bill lagi senang :D

tp humaira tetap penyejuk hati aku .... ummi rindu ... bila dia temankn aku sembahyang, mengaji .. bila dia bergolek2 ... skrg xde teman nk bergaduh malam2... dalam doa aku sentiasa harapkan kebahagian dan terbaik utk dia ... jadilah anak yg solehah yg bole doakan ummi & ayah .. semoga dengan pahala yg aku buat walaupun sedikit dapatlah di makbulkan doa aku .. amin

why i create this blog??

1. yg pertama2 nk kutuk Men .. dia ni mmg lebommmmmmm ... org yg agak pelik aku penah kenal ... bole tido di mana2 aje xkira penat ke x, asal bole bersandar kepala ... badan bersandar dia bole control lagi nafsu tido dia tu ... klau bersandar badan pun tido ni bahaya klau tmpg dia .. tp spnjg aku tmpg kete dia still ok tp kepala mmg xleh bersandar ... selamat ZZzzzzZZZzzzzz...
cmnelah agaknya mamat ni klau kawin nnti atas pelamin ... :D

2. i miss my daughter so much ... i dedicate this blog to her

3. to tell everyone that i have blog like "i have friendster .. da" even no one read my blog ... perasan sendiri tulis n sendiri baca... hahahha

4. i plan to use my blog to start my business .. (tp nk jual ape yerk???)

5. i'm free writer n free to critic ppl ... that the main point ... diplomasi terpimpin

6. suka2 jer ni ... takut cam hangat2 tahi ayam jer ... (org dulu ni pegang ke tahi ayam ke yg bole rasa hangat tu??? ... pelik tp benar .. was2 tp kena percaya sbb kluar dlm tatabahasa bahasa malaysia time sekolah2 sblm dia tukor jd bahasa melayu)

Saje nak cite ...

bunga saya .. purple & sweet2 sour. nice right .. i buy at carefour :D

now ... in memories feb'08 - sept'08

my glass snow ball ... gift from my boyfren time anta gie keje penang dolu2 ... but now he become my husband ... the glass snow ball pun dah pecah sbb impian dh tertunai ... just ring n lafaz was declare it ..

in memories may'06 - aug'08

not burger but art of pancake ... because it art, nice to c but not to taste .. xbest sgt .. myb bukan tekak i kot ... kaweh tekok or'ang pahang...

the worst day of anything is better than the best day of school ???

S.U.A.M @ S.U.H.A.M

S.U.H.A.M @ S.U.A.M

they all my housemates ... sound like SUHAM pictures .. production owned by rosyam noor but this is totally not relatad with drama or movie ... this is real ... real home n real story .... what is S.U.A.M or S.U.H.A.M?

actually it front letter of our name ... Siti (observer n can be good critic person @silence killer) Ummu (unpredictable but sometime can be predictable ... ikut mood.. good resource) Atifah (ooh it me ... full with emotion, best story teller n good coverage like celcom but use digi motto "i will follow u") & Mahan (too concern ... almost everything she concern ... request/file the ticket .. indoor n outdoor shopper ... too concern3 + too positivex + too spender4x + toto bully my humaira :D = Mahan@cikani) finally on/off housemate n roomate my lovely daughter Humaira (don't talk or ngumpat her ummi n ayah, don't bully her too much cause she can stand up and yelling at you !!! good listener, angkat kening when she feel ur so weird)

Awa Humaira: Welcome to the real world

Hi i'm Humaira ... Awa Humaira (malaikat cantik berpipi merah) simple but nice name ... becoz she gurl i decide to put her's front letter same like me :) "A". everthing always in front.

Hope she can get A's in her study .. doa from ummi to my lovely daughter ...

17th May .. tremendous experience in my life .. oopps .. actually it begin 16th May .... but finally everthing ok .. my husband most "cuak" person but pretend to be cool ... "mat cool :P" my mom cry like ... no word can describe it.

I ... not cried even the pain is errkkk ... xde perkataan jgk nk describe yg ingt tuhan lps tu dosa kt husband, mak, mertua, adik beradik, sedara mara n kawan2 n nak anak selamat ... psal diri sendiri yg terakhir ingt ke? or xingt langsung??.. entahlah... mmg ssh nk beranak smpi nk cri perkataan pn ssh. mayb urat dh putus2 or sharing the brain with my daughter ... humaira ambik otak ummi ... hehhehe

i share the pics that "moment" in my life... so gurl watch out when u get marry n have baby sooner :D

Who should I give my love to?

My respect and my honor to Who should I pay good mind to?

After Allah And Rasulullah Comes your mother Who next?

Your mother Who next?

Your mother And then your father Cause who used to hold you And clean you and clothes you

Who used to feed you?

And always be with you When you were sick Stay up all night Holding you tight That's right no other Your mother (My mother)

Who should I take good care of?

Giving all my love Who should I think most of?

After Allah And Rasulullah Comes your mother

Who next?

Your mother

Who next?

Your mother

And then your father

Cause who used to hear you

Before you could talk

Who used to hold you?

Before you could walk

And when you fell who picked you up

Clean your cut No one but your mother

My mother Who should I stay rigt close to?

Listen most to Never say no to After Allah And Rasulullah

Comes your mother

Who next?

Your mother

Who next?

Your mother

And then your father

Cause who used to hug you

And buy you new clothes

Comb your hair

And blow your nose

And when you cry

Who wiped your tears?

Knows your fears

Who really cares?

My mother Say Alhamdulillah Thank you Allah Thank you Allah

For my mother.

Song by Yusof Islam & Kids